Monday, August 21, 2017

because I love the adrenaline in my veins...

"Hypocritical, egotistical
Don't wanna be the parenthetical, hypothetical
Working onto something that I'm proud of, out of the box
An epoxy to the world and the vision we've lost
I'm an apostrophe
I'm just a symbol to remind you that there's more to see
I'm just a product of the system, a catastrophe
And yet a masterpiece, and yet I'm half-diseased
And when I am deceased
At least I go down to the grave and die happily
Leave the body of my soul to be a part of me
I do what it takes
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top, I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes"
______ 
dress: KiB Designs, Tesline Dress
in sheer and solid versions @ XXX Event
hair: Argrace, past group gift
skin: MUDSKIN
Chae Young #2
appliers for Catwa heads
find the Maitreya appliers at the mainstore
head: Catwa, Catya Bento head
 makeup and Tattoo: ARISE
makeup is Haruku makeup
eyebrows are Kano brows
 pose by me :)


room service...


outfit, including cap and garter: KiB Designs, Maid Outfit
for the XXX Event
comes with a texture changing HUD

hair: Truth, July Group Gift

tattoo: ARISE

eyes: MICHAN, Riko eyes, Catwa eye HUD

choker: Kibitz, gift @ The Coven Event
(Join the Coven group and get gifts all around the
event!) 

 


Sunday, August 20, 2017

If you only knew the bad things I like...


"Nothing's that bad
If it feels good
So you come back
Like I knew you would
And we're both wild
And the night's young
And you're my drug
Breathe you in 'til my face numb
Drop it down to that bass drum
I got what you dream 'bout
Nails scratchin' my back tatt
Eyes closed while you scream out
And you keep me in with those hips
While my teeth sink in those lips
While your body's giving me life
And you suffocate in my kiss
Then you said
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever like,
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever"
____________ 
Catwa applier HUD, in various colours. Can be applied
independently for either side. 
 Anybody opened on Auguts 19th :) 

head: Catwa, Alice mesh head (non-Bento)
hair: Truth, July Group Gift (join fee for group) 
choker: Kibitz, free group gift @ The Coven (The Coven group
is free to join, and there are lots of lovely gifts by the 
very generous designers)
PS: The skin is from Atomic, a past Arcade Gacha item. You 
may be able to still find  it on the Marketplace by other resellers..it is called "Elf" and 
this is the porcelain tone. 

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Stardust..

"We have calcium in our bones
iron in our veins
carbon in our souls and nitrogen in our brains.
93 percent stardust with souls made of flames, we are all just stars that have people's names."
N. Gill
___________________

eyes: Mesange, Sky eyes @ On9
mesh eyes with HUD 
from the 9th to the 28th

eyeshadow: Mesange, Victoire eyeshadow, 
exclusive for Cosmetic Fair 2017
starts on August 15th
 comes with Catwa, Lelutka, Genesis and Omega appliers only. 
sold in sets of four, with various colors. 

hair: Truth
past group gift (fee to join)

skin appliers: Glam Affair, gift from Gacha Garden, Catwa applier

head: Catwa, Alice mesh (non bento) head

 PS: 
The necklace is from Izzie's and the rings you see peeking out of the sweater are Bento rings from Slackgirl.

 

Sunday, July 9, 2017

no words needed...



eyes:Vision by A.S.S, elements and glass eyes for Catwa
appliers

bracelets: Kunglers, Cora bracelets
@ We<3RP July Edition

hair: Lamb, Love

skin appliers: MUDSKIN, Chae-Young #7 Gacha
skin tone 102
Gacha, available in store
Maitreya appliers are in the same room
opposite the Gacha machines :)   

gun: :Mesh Store:  Maria 9mm pistol



Friday, July 7, 2017

and the ocean built her a kingdom...


Once upon a time, there was a very special girl..
She wasn't like other girls.  Her father was the Thunder and her mother was the Sunlight.
In her eyes, summer storms and rainbows lived.
No one understood why she loved to stand by the sea, and walk along its shores
alone .. or why she would sit and watch the waves, their rythmic movement
reminding her of sacred mysteries. 

No one knew that she could hear the Sea.

And even she did not know.. that the Sea could hear her. And that he watched her, this child made of the universe. That when she was sad, he wept
That when she was happy, he soared. 
But the night her innocence was taken from her, she did not know that it was the Sea who had ensured that the one who hurt her would never touch her again.
In her sadness, she had left her home, ran as far away as she could from those memories.. . and he lost her...

But the woven thread that connected them did not break.  And, in its own time, it called her home.

She stood at the very edge of the waves, slowly walking into them as they ebbed and flowed.
The Sea smiled... and lifted her, holding her just above the water, not letting her sink.

"Hello my dear friend," she whispered, leaning down to touch the cool salty brew of life beneath her.

"Welcome home.. " The Sea echoed.. the sound of reminiscent of a whisper in the breeze. She recognized that voice. 
The voice that had always called to her.
Woven into her memories like a golden thread, humming in her same frequency.
Always there.

"This is yours now.. all that you see.. it is for you."said the Sea.

She looked out over the endless expanse. A single tear threatened to fall from its precarious perch on her eyelids.
"But why me? " she asked, closing her eyes to not let the flood come.

"Because I love you.. " was the simple answer he gave. 

And that is how the Ocean built the girl that was born of thunder and sunlight a kingdom of her own. And how a solitary little girl had found a home in love.



arm wraps, leg wraps, and gown: VIBES, Vaiwa, 
Maitreya fit with HUD to change colors of the metals

finger gloves: VIBES, Vaiwa Glove, Bento
for Maitreya

Fabiana and Fabienne tattoos
appliers for Belleza, Maitreya and Omega

hair: Lelutka, Clarice

skin appliers: .Atomic., Elf skin
(past Arcade Gacha item, maybe found on the MP)

head: Catwa, Alice Mesh head




Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Sometimes darkness can you show you the Light..


"Like an unsung melody
The truth is waiting there for you to find it
It's not a blight, but a remedy
A clear reminder of how it began
Deep inside your memory
Turned away as you struggled to find it
You heard the call as you walked away
A voice of calm from within the silence
And for what seemed an eternity
You're waiting, hoping it would call out again
You heard the shadow reckoning
Then your fears seemed to keep you blinded
You held your guard as you walked away
When you think all is forsaken
Listen to me now (all is not forsaken)
You need never feel broken again
Sometimes darkness can show you the light"
 Disturbed, The Light
 __________


corset and breast plates: Riske, Gamer Armour, black
meshfit size L for curvier avis and size S for smaller avis
@ We<3RP July Round, opens July 5th!

tattoo: Endless Pain, Koro
for Maitreya, Belleza, TMP, Omega, Signature, Slink body
and Slink hand applier, as well as system tattoo layer
@ We<3RP  July Round

under eye makeup: ARISE. Roga makeup
appliers for Lelutka, Catwa and Omega
@ The Fantasy Collective

eyes: euphoric, Bebe eyes
Catwa Applier and mesh eyes

hair: Wasabi Pills, Teeloh

arm:  CUREMORE, 
Maschinenmensch arms
<3

head: Catwa, Alice Mesh head

gun (in photo below): BAMSE, Yarrr! Gun, Rust
<3